【罌粟香。春暮花殘的荼蘼】

03.Crawling Back to You
Everybody knows
That I was such a fool
To ever let go of you
But baby I was wrong
And yeah I know I said
We'd be better off alone
It was time that we moved on
I know I broke your heart
I didn't mean to break your heart
Chorus:
But baby here I am
Banging on your front door
My pride spilled on the floor
My hands and knees are bruised
And I'm crawling back to you
Begging for a second chance
Are you gonna let me in
I was running from the truth
Now I'm crawling back to you
I know you're in there
And you can make me wait
But I'm not gonna wait
It's the place that I can do
Is to tell you face to face
I was lying to myself
Now I'm dying in this hell
Girl I know you're mad
I can't blame you for being mad
Chorus
If you could see these tears I'm crying
Touch these hands that can't stop shaking
Hear my heart that's barely beating
You will see a different man
Chorus
3、乞求妳原諒
大家都知道
我是個超級大笨蛋
竟然讓妳離開
寶貝，我錯了
我知道我說過
分開一陣子比較好
我們該追求各自的目標
我知道我傷了妳的心
這不是我的本意
副歌:
寶貝，我佇立在此
膏著妳的門
為妳我願拋棄自尊
我俯伏在地手腳滿是傷痕
我要乞求妳原諒
求妳再給我一次機會
妳願意接納我嗎
過去我犯了錯
現在我乞求妳原諒
我知道妳在家
妳有權利讓我苦等
但我絕不會走開
我至少要能夠
當面告訴妳
過去我自已騙自已
現在我如處地獄深淵
女孩，我知道妳在生氣
我不會怪妳
副歌:
若是妳能看到我的淚水
碰觸到我顫抖的雙手
聽到我微弱的心跳
妳就會發現一個不同的我
副歌

02.Just Want You to Know
You gave me a smile that I could never forget
And nothing I could do
could protect me from you that night
Wrapped around your finger, always on my mind
The days would blend 'cause we stayed up all night
Yeah, you and I were everything, everything to me
Chorus:
I just want you to know
That I've been fighting to let you go
Some days I make it through
And then there's nights that never end
I wish that I could believe
That there's a day you'll come back to me
But still I have to say
I would do it all again
Just want you to know...
All the doors are closing
I'm tryin' to move ahead
And deep inside I wish it's me instead
My dreams are empty from the day, the day you slipped away
Chorus
That since I lost you,
I lost myself
No I can't fake it,
There's no one else
Chorus
2、只想告訴妳
看著我們初識時的照片
妳的微笑深深烙印在我腦海
那一夜妳讓我的心防全部瓦解
我為妳神魂顛倒，妳倩影縈繞不去
每天都沒有盡頭因為我們徹夜不眠
我們的兩人世界是我生命的全部
副歌:
只想告訴妳
讓妳走是多麼痛苦的決定
有些日子我熬了過去
但緊接著的夜晚卻似無窮無盡
但願我能相信
有天妳會回到我身邊
我還是必須說
我願意再來一遍
只想告訴妳...
所有門罪都已緊閉
我試著往前方邁進
在心底深處
我希望走的是我不是妳
我的夢已化為烏有
自從妳離去
副歌:
失去了妳
我就失去了自由
我無法掩飾
沒有人能替代妳
副歌(x2)

02.Just Want You to Know
You gave me a smile that I could never forget
And nothing I could do
could protect me from you that night
Wrapped around your finger, always on my mind
The days would blend 'cause we stayed up all night
Yeah, you and I were everything, everything to me
Chorus:
I just want you to know
That I've been fighting to let you go
Some days I make it through
And then there's nights that never end
I wish that I could believe
That there's a day you'll come back to me
But still I have to say
I would do it all again
Just want you to know...
All the doors are closing
I'm tryin' to move ahead
And deep inside I wish it's me instead
My dreams are empty from the day, the day you slipped away
Chorus
That since I lost you,
I lost myself
No I can't fake it,
There's no one else
Chorus
2、只想告訴妳
看著我們初識時的照片
妳的微笑深深烙印在我腦海
那一夜妳讓我的心防全部瓦解
我為妳神魂顛倒，妳倩影縈繞不去
每天都沒有盡頭因為我們徹夜不眠
我們的兩人世界是我生命的全部
副歌:
只想告訴妳
讓妳走是多麼痛苦的決定
有些日子我熬了過去
但緊接著的夜晚卻似無窮無盡
但願我能相信
有天妳會回到我身邊
我還是必須說
我願意再來一遍
只想告訴妳...
所有門罪都已緊閉
我試著往前方邁進
在心底深處
我希望走的是我不是妳
我的夢已化為烏有
自從妳離去
副歌:
失去了妳
我就失去了自由
我無法掩飾
沒有人能替代妳
副歌(x2)

Incomplete
Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you within me I can't find no rest
Where I'm going is anybody's guess
Chorus:
I try to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is
Incomplete
Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Baby, my baby it's written on your face
You still wonder if we made a big mistake
Chorus:
I don't mean to drag it on,
But I can't seem to let you go
I don't wanna make you face this world alone
I wanna let you go
Chorus
01、殘缺的愛
茫茫一片 我被空洞淹沒
陌生的臉 我找不到出口
沒有妳 我的心無法安定
沒有人告訴我 該往哪裡去
副歌:
我逼自已假裝從沒認識過妳
雙眼張開著 但我的世界半夢半醒
多麼希望這顆心還完好如初
但沒有妳 我的生命再也不完整
殘缺的愛
腦海裡有聲音叫我振作
但我正獨自泅泳在大海中
寶貝 我的寶貝 妳的表情已說明一切
妳仍不確定我們是否做了錯誤的決定
副歌:
我不是要牽扯不清
但我無法讓妳離去
不想讓妳獨自面對這個世界
我只想讓妳自由
副歌

Incomplete
Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you within me I can't find no rest
Where I'm going is anybody's guess
Chorus:
I try to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is
Incomplete
Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Baby, my baby it's written on your face
You still wonder if we made a big mistake
Chorus:
I don't mean to drag it on,
But I can't seem to let you go
I don't wanna make you face this world alone
I wanna let you go
Chorus
01、殘缺的愛
茫茫一片 我被空洞淹沒
陌生的臉 我找不到出口
沒有妳 我的心無法安定
沒有人告訴我 該往哪裡去
副歌:
我逼自已假裝從沒認識過妳
雙眼張開著 但我的世界半夢半醒
多麼希望這顆心還完好如初
但沒有妳 我的生命再也不完整
殘缺的愛
腦海裡有聲音叫我振作
但我正獨自泅泳在大海中
寶貝 我的寶貝 妳的表情已說明一切
妳仍不確定我們是否做了錯誤的決定
副歌:
我不是要牽扯不清
但我無法讓妳離去
不想讓妳獨自面對這個世界
我只想讓妳自由
副歌

努力一點吧，上中華．．
唉，又要把之前的書給抱出來
（考完回來馬上把那一堆書給丟進箱子裡面）
煩死了＞”＜
還要再去買書．．也麻煩死了
不過，為了升學，拼了！！！！！！！

好累，為什麼每次醒來都很累..
我到底在累什麼了?
書沒看完?生活又要開始?
被人放棄的感覺真不好...尤其是我媽
常常在想，為了什麼努力?
為了什麼去振作?
結果發現...沒有動力...
為了家人－我只有一個老奶奶
為了朋友－琴和威
為了自已...說不定我明天就死了，哪來的未來..
完了啦，快死定了>"<

不知道怎麼搞的...心情變得怪怪的~
因為那個來?因為快考試了?因為我媽?
我不知道
或者都有吧..
總之，很煩..

威很早就跟我說要有心理準備，好加在有威開導我．．唉
可是那個時候我還不相信，我還是期望著
直到昨天凌晨．．．我真的完全醒了．．
哈哈哈～～
可能是很久就有做心理準備了
但是小鴨一直跟我說：「妳要相信他，他還是愛妳的．．．」
就是因為這一句話，我一直在相信他，一直在撐著
很好，撐得很累了，該放就放吧
只是很好笑，我好傻
e04．．．
已經什麼都不要想了，我連朋友也不要做了
完全的封鎖他，我不想跟這種自私的人聊天，也不要理他了
連手機的電話簿也刪了，我的朋友裡面沒有這種自私的人
決心要跟他斷掉關係，朋友也做不成了，知道吧
我不喜歡這種自私的人，我更討厭他這種想法
所以，我不要這個朋友．．誰來說也沒有用！
換一種心情，我會快樂一點，振作囉．．．

哈哈，今天體育課ㄟ～
我選修網球，ㄎㄎ
好好玩喔～～～我愛網球～～～
以後要常常找人去打～～
明天手一定會很酸的（現在已經手很酸了～）
快斷了＞”＜
還有上遊戲設計課
現在要把時間弄上去，來個game over
要弄進去的程式還滿多的～麻煩死了
下個禮拜就要把遊戲給設計出來了
星期四要加油了～～ㄎㄎ
利用打工的時候來做～～因為我的電腦容量會不足
我愛Flash課～呵呵，滿好玩的咩